Written: 3/29/24 Updated: 8/15/24
I'm not entirely sure how to start this blog but, heres an intro! If you haven't read the homepage, or you just forgot, my name's Joel! Well not really, its actually just what I go by online, for safety of course. I'm a dude, I use he/him, bla bla bla whatever. I'm a big fan of POSTAL, I've played through and finished the main campaign of POSTAL 1997 (the ORIGINAL original game), and am currently in the middle of playing POSTAL 2! I have the third one....I'll play it eventually. (shoutout to my one friend who gifted me POSTAL 2, REDUX, and POSTAL 3, you know who you are!!!) ALSO, just to really quickly get this out of the way, this site was coded by doqmeat. Please check them out! I'm also in the middle of Half-Life 2, will finish that soon!! Other than video games, I'm also a massive alternative music fan! Mostly metal, but I dabble in a bit of grunge, new wave, and goth music sometimes. My fav bands of all time right now probably have to be Metallica, Megadeth, Korn, Slipknot, TOOL, Acid Bath, Electric Wizard, and Dystopia.
āBeautiful representation of me (drawn by yours truly). Also forgot to mention I have a beautiful messy mullet (or at least thats what the internet calls it). Anyways, some other stuff I could say is that I really like South Park and Metalocalypse. I don't really interact with the South Park fandom (for obvious reasons...), but I do interact with the Metalocalypse fandom a lot! Anyway, to make things easier this blog will go by latest-earliest through the tabs. Since theres only 8 they will eventually dissapear (LIMITED EDITION BLOG POSTS!!!). The only exclusion will be this post, since its the blog intro! But it will be updated, most likely. Anyways, I think thats all for now! Hopefully by the time you read this theres more entries, but for now have fun reading them!
Written: 6/28/24
I meant to update this a while ago oopsiesssss....I forgor. Oh well but that doesn't matter cause I'm back!!! I wasn't able to update much because of scjool but now that summer break is here I can update stuff! Anyway in terms of updates....I uhhh watched Madoka Magica w/my boyfriend, also started watching Aqua Teen Hunger Force. However my main excitement is for Art Fight this year!! I feel like locking in more this year because my attack/defense ratio is....well really BAD. I think its because in 2021 I didn't really participate in Art Fight cause of burnout....I think. Anyway that will change this year!!! Praying to god that this time I don't get burnout midway through and don't do anything throughout the rest of the month because of it like the previous times. I also linked my Artfight profile at the main section of this website if any of you wanna attack me. Next year I plan on doing a hitlist....so watch out for that. Anyway, besides Artfight I also am hopefully opening up Icon/PFP commissions late July! This will be my first time doing PAID commissions, and since I am an autist I will have some communication. The last time I did comms was back in 2019 and was for free on Amino (god help me). I will update this blog when comms are opened though! I think thats all I have for now...so thanks for reading!empty space....enoty spaceeee....ewreaers
Written: 7/17/24
hey guys....I'm back again. Artfight has been super fun but rn I'm kinda burn out art-wise so I'm here instead. You might be able to tell from the title but I recently discovered that i'm asexual (oops!) This suprisingly actually makes a lot more sense that I thought, since usually I'm used to only being referred to with very....uh sexually provacative terms (slut, ex-friend once told me that they could see me being a pornstar as an adult, which is really fucked up as someone with a lot of sexual trauma but whatever) so the thought of being ace never really crossed my mind until a recently. Throughout my enitre life I've never really felt a desire to actually get freaky with anyone, any anytime I had any freak ass fantasy I never felt anything. Not even a "EW THATS NASTY" or "omg...I NEED THAT!!!" just legit nothing at all. 
This is probably what unfortunately inspired a lot of my freaky ass behavior since I was trying to search/find for that feeling that apparently everyone had about freak sauce. For the longest time I think I just assumed it was because I was autistic, but in reality i just am sex-neutral / sex-indifferent. Anyway, TLDR: Turns out having no feelings or emotions regarding sex isn't very allosexual.
Anyway, some other awesome updates are that I started watching Death Note with my boyfriend and I actually really enjoy it! 
Those two fuckers are definetly gay though....no doubt in my mind. Fun fact: I legit had no idea L was 25-26 until that one scene where he's watching Light and caught him (pretending, deadass) to read and enjoy a porno magazine filled with women and said that he used to be avoidant when he was Light's age. Headcannons imo have always been kinda silly and I always felt they had this...reputation in fandom culture, but I legit believe with one hundred percent certain these faggots like men. But my headcannons, besides Light being gay, are probably L being asexual homoromantic (just like me...omg) which is probably just because I project myself onto him since I too am also an autistic freak. 
(no but seriously why do they keep giving us bare grippers, toes out shots of L's feet...did Quentin Tarantino secretly direct this? Put those things AWAY) Other than that recent news...I don't really have much else to say... I do have some planes regarding the website such as adding a news/update feed! I also fixed up the art gallery so now its easier to look at + adding new art pieces is waay easier. Thats pretty much it now, so thanks for reading!!!
